just say it ....

"The mind doesn't choose whom you want to love. It's the heart, because it's the one that shows signs of hurting and joy, literally."

i dont know why i post this entry .  last night, my friend message me n told me about his problems . from his story, i can conclude few things .

well, as we all know, between two teens (boy n girl), there will always be a bond . and from the bond, a weird feeling will grow in their heart and tie the two hearts . however, anything wouldnt happen if they do not express the feeling . if they keep hiding the feelings, whether they 'll lose or they'll win .

if you really love someone, u should express your feeling . dont hide it . if you confess, doesnt mean that you need to have a relationship with him/her . just say it . it's not a crime to admit your feelings .

"She heard you tell her everything she wanted to hear & feel completely in love." 

backthen, expressing your feelings does not guarantee that your loved ones will be yours . but there's a possibility, maybe he/she might have the same feelings towards you ? who knows, only God knows right ? 

this is not just a reminder for you guys, but also for myself . so, let us do it together . just say it ....

i love you Daniel !

Olla ! haha . dh lme ak x update blog ni . eh, lme ke ? xde r lme sgt . haha . nwei, kali ni, ak nk story sal vacation ak kt tganu last weekend . msti korm trtnye2 kn, minah ni x pegi stdy kt mne2 ke . ciap leyh pegi vacation arg . ish23 . ak lom pegi arg r coz tarikh utk ak dftr stdy mmg lom tiba arg . so, duk kt umh je la smtra mnumgu . atuk ak yg nk bwak ak pegi olidei kt tganu . kt marang . dye ckp, last olidei b4 ak further stdy . sdeyh r plak ak ble dga dye ckp cmtu . uwaaaaaaa !

Hahhaa . sdeyh r plak . pdulikn sal ksdeyhan ak tuuu . k, ak nk story ni . otw ak nk g tganu t, ak mmg byk tdo ats keta . ak skt kpala gler . tatau r nape . aish, slalu x cihat r ak ni . ad pnykit pe bnde r pulak . hihi . so, ble smpai kt resort t, ak mmg trus landing ats katil dlm blik yg sjuk t . air cond blik t mmg sjuk gler . lg r ak ska nk mmbuaskn dri ats ktil t . haha. kul 6.30 gtu, atuk ak ajk ktorm prgi jln2 kt tpi pntai . ak mls sbnanye tp atuk ak ckp, wat ape dtg cni lau stkt nk tdo . kt umh pum leyh tdo . ak mls nk brtekak o wateva, so, kuar je la . atuk, nnk n cik su ak dh pegi jln jauh . ak x larat nk pegi, so, ak dduk kt ats psir dkt ngn blik je . mse ak dduk t, ade bdk llki ni dtg n wat sandcastle dpn ak . bdk t, umor dye 6 taun . eh, cmne ak leyh tau umor dye ek ? haaa . ni r yg ak nk story ni . hehhe

Mse bdk t ngah ralit wat sandcastle t , dye trjatuh . nsb bek la ak ad dkt ngn dye t, ak smpt la pgang dye . so,  xde r trsmbam muka dye kt pasir t . dat boy nangis la n dye trus lari, pegi kat his family . then dye cm tnjuk2 kt his mom ke arah ak . ak rsau, kot2 dye mngadu ak yg wat dye jtuh ke ape ke, ai, x pasal2 ak dserang 6t . then, bdk t dtg blik ngn abg dye . abg dye t, encem la . hahha . pdulikn sal abg dye . x pntim . ak trus r lyn prsaan, kt tpi pntai kan. ase tng je . ak ad r trpkirkn ssuatu n air mta ak mleleh . jiwang r plak . ey, mne de .bkn nye ak jwang, tp ad r stu hal yg wat ak nangis .

Tbe2, bdk lki td t dtg , n dye ckp . . .

“ Akak, knape akak nangis ? boyfriend akak tmgalkn akak ke ? “ . . .

Trkjut ak dga dye ckp cmtu . bdk kecik mcm t leyh ckp hal bf la pulak . aduyai, pesal ekspres sgt knowledge dye ni . hahaha .then, ak pum ckp r . . .

“adk ni, sape nme ? Akak x nangis la . n ble mse lak boyfriend akak tmgalkn akak , akak xde boyfriend pum dik . “

N ni lbeyh krg conversation ak ngn dye . yg tlisan clor biru t, dialog bdk kcik t, lau pink t, mine n clor ijau t, abg bdk tu . hihihihi .

“ My name is Daniel Hakim bin Affandi  I’m 6 years old n I live in Cheras, Kuala Lumpur . ala, akak nangis la tdi . Daniel nmpk . akak nk tpu ek ? Daniel tau la , mse abg kna tmgal ngn girlfriend dye dlu t pun, dye nangis gak . so, akak ni sme je la ngn abg . yg bezanye, akak pmpuan n abg t llki . tol x pe yg Daniel ckp ? “

“Oh, Daniel . em, akak x nangis la syg . just psir msuk mata akak je . wah, pndainye dye . mcm org dwasa . cmne Daniel leyh tau sal abg Daniel t ? kagum akak dga Daniel ckp . “ . tbe2 ckp bhsa standard . nk ckp ngn bdk kl kn . tp x bnyi klantan k . bdk t x caye ak orm klantan . hoho .

“ abg slalu cter kt Daniel .so, Daniel tau laa . ey, nape abg snyum2 t ? haa, msti abg admire kt akak ni kan ? trsnyum2 . mcm krang bsuk . Daniel nk g kasitau mama ! “

“ eh, mne de r Daniel . aduyai, kecik2 dh pndai2 pkir bnda2 mcm ni . ish2, x bleyh cmtu syg . x ssuai lg utk Daniel tau hal mcm ni “

“ haa, kn dh kna sound . pndai2 sgt mnyibuk hal org . x psal2 akak ni mrh Daniel . pdn muka . n ble msa lak abg admire kt akak ni ? “

“ td tu abg snyum2, x nk ngaku . sme mcm akak ni . dye nangis tp x nk ngaku . ai, korang ni mmg scocok r sgt . lau Daniel nikahkn , bru tau . hehehehe “

“err, pe Daniel ckp ni ? sje je abg Daniel snyum t, bknnye ad mkna ape2 pun . snyum t kn sdekah . dh lh syg, jgn pkir yg bkn2 k . Daniel bina r sandcastle t .ble dh cyap, akak nk amik gmbr Daniel yg comel ni . “

“ comel la sgt . nk trmunth abg dga . haa, cpt2 . 6t abg tlg snap pic korg k . “

Then, si Daniel yg comel itu trus r bina sandcastle dye t . ak ade gak jenguk2 my family, kot2 dh hilang ke benua mne . hahah . smntara tmgu Daniel cyap bna sandcastle t, abg dye tgur ak .ktorm borak2 . ak brdbar gak, almklum la, ckp ngn orm encem ni, x psal2 aty ak cair lak kang . hahha . mngarut je . pas borak2 t, ak dpt tau la yg ktorm ni same age . same mcm ak la n yg wat ak trkjut nye, dye pum akn further stdy kt tmpt yg sme ngn ak . wah, kbtulan gle . ak mmg x sgka . lg r ktorm rncak brbual . pastu, Daniel tbe2 je dtg duk ats riba ak . trkjut ak, nsb bek dye ringan je . mnje r plak bdk ni, wlaupun ak ni strangers je bg dye . hoho . upe2 nye dye nk suh abg dye tlg snap pic ktorm . n Daniel t x smena2 lak suh ak brgmbr ngn abg dye . ai, dh lbeyh ni . hoho . sblm kmesraan kmi brlarutan, ak dpt fon call drpd kwn ak . n ak tgk, atuk ak cm dh pmgil2 ak . so, ak pum mntak dri drpd Daniel n abgnye . n Daniel tbe2 je mntak no ak . sbnanye ak nk kasi no ak yg dh lme expired, tp ble tgk muka dye, cm x smpai aty r plak . so, bg je la . lgpum abg dye ckp, sng nk cntact mse duk kt u 6t . ye la sgt . yg wat ak trharunye, Daniel tbe2 je dtg pluk ak n ckp, “Daniel syg sgt kat akak . akak ni cntik la . “ ayt yg second t, ak x caye pum . ignore ayt t, x pntim pum . ak just trharu ble dye ckp dye sygkn ak t . uwaaa ! ak pum syg dye gak .

Pastu, ak borak2 ngn kwn ak kot fon n prgi kt my fmily . b4 ktorm msuk blik, ad r snap few pic . tp ak x upload arg coz camera t ad ngn atuk ak . lau bleyh, ak nk smpn gak gmbr ak ngn Daniel t, tp ktorm x smpat n Bluetooth r plak . mse amik gmbr t, gna fon abg Daniel, bkn fon ak . aduyai . harap2, ak ad jodoh nk jmpe ngn si comel t next tme . hmmm, ak mmg x jngka akn ad prtmuan cmtu n ktorm jd rpt, wlaupun x pnah knal sblm ni . n next mornim t, ak dpt msg drpd abg Daniel . ckp yg dyorm dh brtolak blik , x smpt nk jmpe . sdeyh ak, tp xpe lh . ak jmpe dye mse dye prgi hntr abg dye utk study kt u yg sme ngn ak t r . hoho . k lah, stkt ni r dlu . pnjg entry kli ni, tp xpe lh, asalkan ak puas aty leyh cter kt korm sal adk baru ak t . next time lak ak story2 lg ek . ok, papai ~

    

The ‘so-called’ date ... hhahahahahah

hoho . hai guys ! ak stil ad kt umah, kboringan mnumgu hri ak mlgkh msuk ke pst pngjian tmgi . lmbtnyer ase . ish23 . nwei, hri ni ak kuar . nk jmpe kwn ak . ktorm kuar datim tawuu  x ???? heeeeee . :p . datim ? x lah . . . ak nk datim ngn sape ? xde orm pum k . as u all know la, ak x rpt ngn mne2 laki dh skang ni . x mnat r . howeva, ad la a few yg stil kamceng ngn ak n kwn ak yg ak jmpe hri ni t, one of my close fwen r . kbtuln dye blik umh weekend ni . so, jmpe r kt kdai mkn tp x leyh ckp r kt mne . secret tawuuu ???? 6t ad orm korek2 lak ak kuar ngn sape . ngeeeee .

well, gtu la .ktorm jmpe t, it’s my treat la . lgpum mmg ak dh jnji ngn dye dh pun . so, tnaikn lh jnji t . nwei, korm jgn pkir bkn2 . ktorm close fwen je . x men r feeling2 ni . hahha . lgpum, I’m not his taste k . so xde mknenye nk ad sometime ngn dye . whahhaha . mrepek dh . ayoyo .

spanjg ak duk umh kbosann ni, dye la yg kerap cntact ak brbnding ngn orm len . so, sbb tu r ak saaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaannnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggg saaaaaaaaannnnnnggggggaaaaaaaaatttttttt kat dye . hehe . lau bley mmg ak nk share ngn korm sape dye tp x leyh r . personal sgt . hehe . dye sportim sbnanye tp xpe la, mgkin next tme, ak kasitau korm k .

ak sdeyh sbnanye sblm ktorm blik td . ye lah, dh lme x jmpe, eh2, dye lak yg dh nk rush blik u . aduyai . entah ble r plak ktorm bleyh jmpe . dh r ak ni msuk u lmbt, sure cuti pum lmbt tawuuu x . orm len dh blik olidei, ak stil kt sne . cmne la ak nk jmpe ngn kwn2 ak 6t . hmmm , pape pum . ktorm stil cntact kot fon n arap2 stay keep in touch la ye . k la, ak reveal nme dye . it’s Mr F tp t bkn nme sbna dye . t nickname dye je . hehe .

wateva it is, I’m happy coz I got d chance to meet u ! n thanks 4 d . . . . . . . . . . .  . u know wat I mean right ? trima kasih . thank u . kamsahamnida . syukran . hihi . love u my fwen ! mmmmuuuuuaaaahhhhhhh ! <3 . k lah, ak chow lu ek . papai ~