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knpe sy mst trsrmpak ngn awk smlm?????

tgk mka awk wt sy ase brslh je..

awk m0ve 0n la ye..

sy dh m0ve 0n..

lgpum, dh lme kn 'prstiwa' t jd..

x yh la awk ingt2 lg..

huh..

p/s: beb, smlm ak trsrmpk ngn mnsia yg pnah jd 'kwn' ak. ksian ak tgk dye tp ak x tgur r c0z ak mmg xde kaitn pape dh ngn dye t. arap2, dye blh 4get the past n cntnue his life. amiin. papai ~

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well ! hahha . 0rm laen mgkin dh updte bl0g dy0rm pass result kuar last week . tp ak x r . x ready arg nk share pape sal rsult . tp alang2 ak dh update ni, ak kasitau je la . mgkin sstgh 0rm ckp ak ni x brsyukur ngn rsult ak . tp hkikat sbnanye bkn mcm t . ak dh ckup brsyukur . tp bygkn la, lau k0rm brada dlm kl0mp0k mnsia yg bijak2 . x ke rse dri ni trlalu krdil ???

0k lh . ak dpt 10A 1B je . A+ pum x byk . s0, x leyh nk bngga ngn rsult ak tu . tp kakak angkt ak ckp....

" far, result far tu dh 0k sgt2 . lau nk dbndingkn ngn org laen yg dpt kurg blgn A dr far . n far gak ptot brsyukur c0z far xde A- . mksdnye, mrkh A yg far dpt t, mmg A yg brkualiti la . bkn A-, c0z bg akak, A- t sme je cm B+ n sbliknye, B+ t sme je cm A- " 

ya, mmg btol . ak mmg pt0t brsyukur . tp 0rm len x fhm . cmni lh, ak st0ry ek . h0nestly, ak mmg target utk dpt straight 11 A's, tp ak x trlalu brhrap c0z spnjg xam ak mse f5, ak asyik dpt 10 A je . s0, ak dh trbiase x dpt full A ni . tp yg wat ak ase d0wn, sbb kwn2 yg rpt ngn ak, smwe dpt straight A's . k0 blh bygkn x prsaan ak ??? ak x jeles 0 mrh dy0rm dpt cmtu, c0z they all deserve dat . just, ak malu la ngn dy0rm . ak x leyh kwn ngn dy0rm cm dlu lg .

even, kwn yg agk rpt ngn ak mrgkap sdara ak pum dpt straight A's . mmg ak malu gler r ngn dye . abg ak plak ckp .

"nsb baek far dpt 10 A je . lau x, bankrupt abg nk blnje."

ngeks t0l r abg ak t .  wateva it is, ak still happy . parents n family ak pum dh bngga ngn rsult ak t . ckup r lau dy0rm happy, biarpum ak tau dy0rm happy spya ak happy . x kisah lh smwe t, yg pntim, yg lpas biarla lpas . ak x nk ungkit lg . en0ugh b0ut rsult . i'm d0ne with it .

moody...

hmm . cayarm! ak xde mood gle ai ni . ase cm x nk bgn je dr td0 tu . pkirkn hal rsult . then, pkir hal t, hal ni, hal nun, n byk hal lg la . ai ni ak x tgk fon lgsum . kt mne la fon ak t . mgkn dh trperusuk ke bwh ktil k0t . lantak r .

aduyai. cmne ni??? pe prlu ak bwat ni??? lteyh la idup cmni . ak x leyh face smwe ni s0rm2, then pd stu mse yg sma . ase cm ad batu je yg mghmpap kpla ak ni . ak 'pgsan' n 'k0ma' .. xde ase nk bgn dh ..

blurrrr .....

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wateva arh! k, ak ch0w lu . papai ~

well ~

cayarm! i'm back! haha. err, act ak pt0t post this post smlm tp dsebabkan ak kletihn yg amt sgt, s0 ak p0st ari ni je la ye . xde beza pun . huhu . 0k lh . let ,me start it ....

pg tu, ak bgn cm byase r . kul 8.30 gtu . ak jnji ngn my fwen nk jmpe kul 10 kt prkrgn stadium muhammad ke IV c0z ad KARNIVAL PENDIDIKAN MARA . well, ak ,mls nk bgn awl2 ni . x minat . hehe . s0, instead kul 9.45, bru r ak mulakn misi mncri bju n tdg utk dig0s0k . skang, ak prefer pkai bju krg c0z t lbh 'trtutup' ... whahaha . cyap2, my m0m suh mkn nsi lu lak . act x nk c0z byase la, i'm on diet, tp ak x snggup nk dgr my mom brleter, s0, truskn je la mkn . t pun x abis . ak suh adk ak hbskn . kua2 . lps mkn, tgk2, ad 5 msg, 3 missd calls . wah, ak dh trlmbt sbnrnye . kul 10.20 br ak brtolak dr umh . hihi :p

smpi kt sne, jmpe ngn my girlfwens . ktorm pun mlakan misi mngisi borg2 utk mndptkn brochur n free bags ! t yg pnting . bygkn r, ad 2 khemah kt sne, stu khemah t ad 40 booth . gilak! ak ngn my gang enjoy r isi form2 t sume coz ad misi pntim utk mndptkn free bags ! hihi . pas je 10 booth, ak ase cm nk pgsan je . pns gla kt dlm t . same goes to my twinnie . s0, kt0rm pum kuar n p bli air kt luar t . 15 minutes aftr that, kt0rm msuk blik n mlakn blk r sesi mngisi f0rm2 itu . ak ase cm dh jd nnk tua, bongkok ! ye lh, every booth, msti kna tnduk kt meja t utk isi borg . lau yg ad sdiakn tmpt ddk t xpe r . BAD POSTURE! tringt plak pe yg ak blaja dlm bi0l0gy dlu . hihi

evry booth yg ktorm prgi, kt0rm trpkse brlk0n utk mnat sesuatu bidang yg kt0rm x mnat pum sbnanye . well, byk booth yg x pr0m0tes medic tp dsbabkn free bag yg 'ditawarkn' agk mnrik, s0, pura2 mnt ngn mndlm r pe c0urse2 yg ad kt ctu . hehe . lps 35 booth lbeyh krg, kt0rm dh x snggup nk brpura2 lg c0z ase bdn cm dh xde tnaga, ktorm plih2 je la booth yg mne brknan . ad stu booth t, promotes c0urse yg brkaitn ngn marine . mne r kt0rm mnat ! tp dsbabkn pr0m0ter t , abg yg sgt cute itu, kt0rm pum isi la gak borg t . whaha . byk bnda yg kt0rm bwat ai ni, x ikhlas pum . ad niat trsmbnyi . ish2 . x baek tol kn . x kesah r, aslkn kt0rm happy . t lbeyh pntim ..

abis r0und stu khemah, kt0rm msuk lak khemah yg stu arg . mmb0snkn r kt ctu . ad stu booth t, bkn pr0m0tes uni 0 k0lej pum, tp dy0rm nk galakkn kt0rm melabur . haha . saham! ak ingt arg pe yg uncle t ckp kt kt0rm . "muka cantik x cukup lau x melabur" ... wah, pe kaitn t? kih23 . lantak r . last2, kt0rm kuar dri khemah itu kul 2.30 gtu r . x sngka r lme sgt kt0rm ad kt krnival t . hmm . then, kt0rm dcide nk g kb mall . s0, try r nk naek bas . ble ad bas dtg, pmndu bas t plak ckp, "em, bas ni x lalu kot kb mall . lau bas laen, sure lalu" .. wah, bgtu hmpa kt0rm . last2, kt0rm jln je la ..

kt dpn pntu msuk kb mall t, nmpk rmai 0rm . ingtkn ad prgduhn 0 pe c0z ad byk guard kt sne . last2, dpt tau . ad datuk siti nurhaliza upenye . dye dh nk blk pas buat promosi utk SimplySiti kt kb mall uh . yg pntim, ak smpt r tgk datuk siti . tp ble mngenangkn kpnatan yg amat sgt, xde r happy sgt pum . dh r pnas . tp xpe la, at least i'm sweating n dats good 4 me in 0rder t0 l0se my weight! kre exercise r tuu ..

pas s0lt, kt0rm g mkn kt mc d . mmg tmpt fv0urte dh t . lau g kb mall, sure g mkn kt mc d . ak ad nmpk 0ne gang yg dlunye, ak agk rpt ngn dy0rm, tp dsbabkan ak amik kptusn utk x kwn ngn mne2 laki dh, s0 ak duk diam je la . x tgur r tp ak tau la dy0rm cm tgk2 je kt ak . mcm x puas aty je . kt krnival td t pun, ak ad jmpe gak ngn guys yg pnah jd kwn ak tp ak x tgur r kn . lau tgk cre dy0rm tgk ak, mcm nk mkn ak je gayanya . ish2 . pastu, kt0rm plan nk men b0wlim, tp rmai sgt la 0rm kt ctu . byase la, ari sbtu . ari plg rmai 0rm ad kt kb mall uh . then, kt0rm jln2 psing kb mall t je ...

pas kul 5, kwn2 ak blk . my dad still x dtg2 arg . s0 ak duk je kt stage kt tgh2 kb mall t . lgpum, stage t skang dh brfungsi sbg tmpt prsnggahn utk 0rm yg x jmpe bench nk ddk . haha . then ak ad jmpe ngn bdk plkn . dy0rm nmpk len r . mka yg dlunya ptih mlepak, tp skang dh mcm cl0r air teh tarik . kih2 . x bek r ak ckp cmtu . at least, dy0rm cl0r teh tarik, ak ni cl0r nescafe 0 je . hahaha . act, ad stu incidence yg mmbuatkn ak x tng smpi skang, tp xpe lh. maybe ak share nex tme c0z ak x nk 0rm yg trlibat anggp ak ni HIPOKRIT lak . ye la, dlu ckp len, then bwat len . hmm . sbr je laa ...

lau nk dkira la, dgn kletihn yg ak alami smlm, spatutnye ak dh lme trlena . tp dsbabkn ad smtim yg ak pkirkn, mmbuatkn ak x leyh td0. n guess ak td0 kul bpe smlm? kul 3! act, ak mmg xleyh td0 tp ak pksakn gak mta ni spaya trtutup . lau ak mkin lyn prasaan ak ni, almtnye, x td0 la ak . mslh t r, then result plap tmgal bbrpa ari arg . aduyai . stress ak cmni . well, this is my life n dh trtulis mcm ni . s0 ak x spat0tnye mngeluh . arap dri ini lbeyh tabah utk mnghdpi ujian n dugaan mndatang . 0k lh syg, g0t t0 g0! 6t lau ad pape, ak update arg . tp tgk rsult r, lau k0 tgk ak snyp snyi dh pasni, mksdnye rsult ak d0wn r t . arap2, ak bleyh update k0 lg, s0 lau nk cmtu, d0akn ak n kwn2 ak dpt excellent rsults smwenye! amiin ~

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kenapa air mata selalu mengalir hanya kerana seseorang yang tak akan pernah membahagiakan kita?

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kerana....

mencintai seseorang tak bermakna kita harus memiliknya

cinta itu lebih bermakna apabila kita melihat orang yang kita cintai tersenyum bahagia bersama orang yang dicintainya

perasaan cinta itu tak akan pernah hilang apabila kita gagal memiliki orang yang kita cintai

cayarm! hahaha.. msti ko trkejut nape ak p0st sal cinta ni. act, aku dpt msg ni drpd 'adk' ak. sje nk share. ble ak dpt msg ni, ape yg brmain di fkiran ak ni trjwb. tp ape yg brmain di fkrn ak ni, hanya TUHAN je yg tau. kih234. ak bknnnye jiwang, sje je. hahaha

babe, i got flowers. tp tatau sape bgi. s0, ak buang je la. x kn nk smpn lak c0z ak mmg tatau sape yg bgi. ei,0rm t aspect ape drpd ak arh? x fhm tol. plik2 r 0rm zmn skang. drpd ak pningkn kpla ak spe yg bg bnga t, bek ak mkn cklt je..cklt ni cayarm...

coklat ni,ak dpt drpd kwn bek ak,wajihah. dye blnje mse kt0rm hang0ut ai snin lpas. huhu. 0k lh cayarm, keboringn sbnrnye. sbb t ak mnlis ni. cian kt k0, x di updte,sepi je. hahha. ak ch0w lu ek. 

ape pun pndgn orm kt ak, ak x pduli. lntak dy0rm r nk ckp ape. cayarm, ak setia pd yg satu n x kn curang! hahaha.. tanak nangis2 dah! pnat! ak update nex tme lak. papai~

i'm sorry but i have to do this..

cayarm ! hmm, mish nye kt cayarm ! nwei,ad bnda ak nk story mory sbnarnye. huhu.

ai jmaat pg tuu, ak ad dpt col drpd smwan yg ak bleyh anggp sbg kwn yg agk rpt r gak ngn ak. dye col ak 2 jam lbeyh. dga tzkirh n bebeln drpd dye. hmm. ad kta2 dye yg still ad dlm ingatan ak ni. ak x kn prnh lpekn..

"mungkin awk rmai kwn. sy tau tu. tp awk x penah terfikir ke, pe sbb org ska ktuk awk kt blog awk yg lama tu? awk kna sdar lh. pnyebab nye adlh sbb awk rmai kwan n esp kwn2 llki. org bleyh anggp awk playgirl sbb bnda ni tau. awk sndiri tau kn, u're friendly n easy going person. so, sape yg x nk kwn ngn org cm awk? awk fkir2lh. sy rse, awk ptot ptuskn sje prshbtn awk ngn llki2 tu. dyorg smwe ad niat laen kwn ngn awk tuu. sy tau,mungkin awk anggp sy bz body, tp sy cme bg pndgn. awk nk bwat atau x, tu hak awk. sy x pkse..."

well, ble ak dgr pe yg kwn ak t ckp,ak ase cm pe yg dye ckp t ad kbnrnnye. n u know what? ak dh ptuskn prshbtn ngn smwe kwn2 llki ak. mgkin, ko akn ckp,ak ni mdh sgt trpngaruh ngn kta2 orm. tp ak rse, dh lme ak ptot bwat bnda ni. b4 this, dh rmai 0rm nshat ak, tp ak ign0re je. skang dh tba msenye.. nwei cayarm, byk la kta2 'pdas' ak dpt mse ak msg n bgtau smwe kwn2 laki ak. n slh stu drpd nya...

"pe tjuan ko bwat mcm ni ? nk brgrau pun, tgk hal la. bab2 ptus kwn ni, aku x ske r. ko tau x, b4 ak knl ko, ak mmg dh cop, bdk2 SMKA n sklh arb smwe nye sombong. x maen r kwn ngn bdk2 sklh byase ni. xde pgangn agma yg kuat mcm korg la ktekn. tp ble ak jmpe n kwn ngn ko, trus brubh pndgn ak trhdp korg. bg ak, korg x mcm yg ak sngka sbnarnye. ak happy n bangga bleyh kwn ngn ko. tp ble ko bwat cmni n nk ptuskn fwenship cmni, ak ase ko ni HIPOKRIT !!! ko prgi r kwn ngn pmpuan ! jgn kwn ngn mne2 lki dh. ko anggp,ktorg kaum adam ni mcm 'ssuatu' yg prlu dijauhi ek? mcm parasit pd ko? ko tau, ko akn dpt blsn bwat ktorg kaum adam cmni. tp ak just nk ingtkn stu hal je. stu mse nnti, ko akn khwin. n ko akn khwin dgn kaum ADAM ! bkn kaum HAWA ! blah r !"

woo. pns aty ak ble dpt msg tu. aduyai... pas dpt msg n rsp0n2 drpd 'bekas' kwn2 ak tuu, ak nangis r babe. brt aty ak ni rsenye. ase cm ak dh bwat kputusn yg slh. tp b4 ak bwat kputusn tuu, ak dh wt solt istikharah. n asenye pe yg ak bwat ni mngikut ptunjuk yg ak dpt drpd yg MAHA ESA. 

papepun, dyorg smwe dh baek kt ak slme ni. ak ad sweet mem0ries ngn dy0rg smwe. especially, ngn mnsia2 yg ak dh knl sjak ak stndrd 6. ktorg sme2 share mslh kn. ak ase brslh sgt2. hmm... smpai skang, ak stil x leyh ase lega pas ak amik kputusn utk bwat cmni..

i'm sorry guys but i have to do this.. :'(

nk baby sdiri!!!

cayarm ! smlm ak td0 lwt,kul 3 gtu. s0, pas smyg sbuh t, ak smbg td0. n ak bgn kul 12 ! haha.. x lwt sgt tuu.. byase2 je kn. ble ak bgn tu, pning kpla r. then, tatau np wt pe, s0, ak bkak tv. tgk r snetron tu, tp yg ak nk highlight kt sni, lgu tma cter tuu, BIARKAN AKU JATUH CINTA.. w0w ! liriknye, kna kt btg idung sdiri.huhu.. xde r, tpu je.

ko bygkn r yang, ak duk umh s0warm2,snyi gtu. jiwang la jwbnye. tatau la,sng2 je air mta kuar. plik r, pdhal ak x pkir sal pape yg mnyedihkn pum. nk wt cmne,nangis dh jd kbiasaan lam idup ak skang ni. wh0h0.. instead kul 4.30 gtu, my m0m c0l, ckp my aunt np amik ak prgi umh nnk ak. ak pum x fhm npe, tp just get ready je la n tmgu my aunt...

smpai kt umh nnk ak tuu, ak nmpk kzin2 ak. byase la tu, ai ni kn ai last skul b4 cti sminggu, s0, dy0rm ngah main r. ilep2. then ak nmpk baby, Nur Aisyah Humayra. uwaa !! dh 1 bln ak x nmpk dye pas dye lhir c0z ak jrg2 g umh nnk ak. dh bsr dye upenye. dh r muke cute gtu. aduyai,ak yg ngah sdeyh mse tu, trus happy tgk dye. n ptg t, ak yg jge dye. dkung dye, riba dye, bgi dye mnum ssu, pkikn bju n sluar dye n maen2 ngn dye. x leyh nk tmga dye. nk g slat pum ase brt aty. i love you syg !

instead kul 9, my uncle nk bwk bby blik. 0h g0d ! mse tu, thn je tau btapa brt aty ak nk lpaskn dye blik. np nangis asenye. mmg ak sbak sgt smpi ak prgi hntr baby smpi dlm keta dye. muke dye sdeyh je, cm np nangis gtu. lau bley, ak x nk brpisah ngn dye ! dye je yg bleyh bwat ak happy cmtu ! ntah ble plak ak bley jmpe dye. n yg wt ak tmbh sebak,ble ak babai dye, dye pum snyum kt ak. trus ak lri msuk umh n nangis dlm toilet !

apuk,ble kakak bleyh jmpe ngn apuk lg ? i need you syg ! idup kakak dh xde mkna ni. hnya apuk s0warm je yg bleyh ceriakn idup kakak lg..

i love babies ! ble la ak bleyh nk pgang ank sdiri ????? hahhaha

keboringan....

cayarm! akibat keboringan,ak tatau np wt pe. s0, ak mnulis kt cni. hmm...

mmmmmmmmmm.....................


errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................


uuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................

cayarm, tdi ak ad bce blog smwan. ish,bhagia nye dye tuu.. ad 0rm syg kt dye. n dye pum syg kt 0rm tu.. klau la ad 0rm syg kt ak cmtu..happy nye!!! uh, pe la ak ni. ad byk 'KALAU' dlm fkirn ak ni. sbnrnye, x baek lau kte brklau2.xpe lh yang.ni cma pe yg brmain dlm fkrn ak..

kalau la ak bleyh...

• dpt lsen skang,nk bwak keta
• dpt lappy bru
• dpt fon bru
• dpt teddy bear bru
• dpt bju bru
• dpt mka yg bru. (yg cun r, bkn cm skang)
• bwat semue orm sygkn ak
• bwat baek ngn semue orm
• bwat msuh ak bbaek ngn ak
• ilangkn prsaan dngki 0rm kt ak
• dfend dri ak ble dkutuk n byk lgi la lau ak nk sbut kt sni..

kalau la ak bleyh bwat smwan t syg kt ak sbgaimna ak syg kt dye... hahaha

merepek dah...ad0i..
ak 0ut lu r cayarm..
bec0k, ak updte arg ek..
nk happpy!!!!! ~

i'm happy,n i'm 'single' !!!

cayarm  ! w0oo  !!! i'm happy !!! i like 08/03/2011  !!!

cmne ek, let me story dri mula r ek..

pg tu, ak bgn kul 7.30 gtu. awl tu babe! huhu. then p mndi coz np g yakin pandu, np drive23  ! then, got msg fom aishah n dye ckp np dtg umh. s0, just wait 4 her to come la.. tmgu pnye tmgu orm yg aja ak drive kt yp t,abe mi dtg amik r kn.ek, ujan x hnti2, smkin lbt r plap. n aishah x leyh blik c0z dye dtg umh ak ngn bskl. pnye la panick ktorm mse tuu. last2,mntak abe mi anta shah kt umh dye. bskl dye t,tmga luh kt umh ak.haha

then, g r yp.epy la c0z bley jmpe ngn tyra n muna. 1st2 tu,aman drive luh.then ak plap drive. mse ak drive t, ujan,.. ish, dugaan tol! mmg ad yg ak bwat, x mnjdi. tp, x np st0ry arh. mlu!!! h0h0. then, ak blk umh aman coz ase cm np mkn waffle kt billion tuu. golek2 r kt umh aman smpi la my father amik kul 4 gtu.

JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME BURN.......

wey,bnyi f0n ak tuu. tgk r kt caller's name tu,kuar2, PRIVATE NO... wow  ! tkot np angkt ni, tp ku brnikn dri. haha. n ni cnverstion btween us..

tuuut : blh ckp ngn cuk???


aku : cuk???? sape cuk??? slh n0 ek???


tuuut : x lah. awk la cuk! x nk ngaku nme sdiri r plak..


aku : (mamat ni pe kes ckp nme aku cuk, cyap ckap ak x ingt nme sdiri arg).. er, sy tau n ingt nme sy, s0, sy ase, awk cilap n0 ni...


tuuut : eh, x lah. ok lh,awk tu, cuk @ nurfarhan lokman. bz ke? cihat? kaki dh 0k???


aku : jap, awk ni sape? pe kes lak tnye sal kaki sy ni???


tuuut : hahahahahhahhahahahahahhaha. guess who laa....


aku : ey,pe kes awk ni. men teka2 r lak. (ase cm np kat0k je kple mmt swel ni).. btter bgtau awk spe b4 sy ltk f0n ni!


tuuut : grangnye ! 0k2, sy mmt yg lnggr awk mse kt kb mall hri tuu. 12 feb, hri sbtu, dpn jefferson,kul 5.13 ptg..


aku : ????????? (blurr...) arh, mystery guy t ke?ouk, ingt dh..


tuuut : ya, ingt pun. n awk x jwb lg s0xln sy..


aku : glak ke awk ni? s0xln pe lak??? act,cne bley dpt my n0 n pesal call ni????


tuuut : bdk sorg ni. pesal blurr sgt ni. em, x prlu tau t smwe. n tjuan sy call ni. n tnye, will u be my gf???


aku : what ?????? !!!!

aku trus ltak fon. glak tol !!!! x kusngka. ad gak mmt swel cmtu. ish23. ak mmg x pnah knal mmt t sblm ni. tp drpd inf02 yg ak dpt drpd kwn2 ak, mmt t buaya drt la. tkar gf cm tkar bju je. x nk r ak trlbat ngn mmt swel tuu..

blk umh tu,ak naik bskl aishah. psing2 skliling umh 5 kli dlm ujan. haha. best t maa ! naek je ats umh, fon ak bnyi lg. ish2,spe plak yg col ni... kak ika (kakak angkt aku) upenye.. n talkim2. ak x nk cter r pe yg ak bualkn ngn kak ika c0z mmg x nk ingt pum, tp ak ingt stu bnda je,

'Far syg,akak blk klntn nex week ngn fmily. akak blnje ek ! mish u !'. . happy nye ! tp ble dye ckp arg,

'parents akak nk jmpe ngn Far,bleyh ek syg? ... woo, trus i say n0 !!!

tanak! x ksah la pape pum, bab2 parents nk jmpe ni, blum smpai msenye. ak np stay single luh. i'm still young. just 17 taun, 6 bln, 5 hri.. yg pntim ak epy gak ai ni coz ak got present from smwan !!! haha.
evn my fmily pun plik, dh lme x snyum2,riang cm knk2 ribena,tbe2 je brubh krkter ai ni.. ak x leyh bgtau dy0rm la npe ak trlmpau epy ai ni. ak share ngn ko je syg ! haha.....

n finally, ak bley td0 tas ktil single. sblm ni,ak td0 ngn adk ak. tp dsbabkn ad mslh 'tknikl' n my parents pum iznkn kt0rm td0 ats ktil single, i got my old bed n mattress ! klau la ak bley jd single dlm smwe hal. LOL !!! dlm suasna yg sjuk n romantis, ak ttd0 di ats ktil single clor pink, cdar hello kitty clor pink, pluk bntal btol susu hello kitty clor kuning. n ak mmpi ak ngn hello kitty maen lmpt2 ats awan2 biru.... ~~~~~

shocked!

Nur Farhan Lokman

kenapa kau berubah?

aku dah tak kenal siapa kau sekarang ni!

dah tak ceria,selalu sedih

mana CUK yang selalu ceriakan hidup aku dulu???

mana CUK yang selalu bagi aku semangat dan nasihat???

mana CUK yang selalu minta aku belanja tiap2 kali aku dapat income daripada mama aku???

mana CUK yang selalu makan lolipop???

kau bukan CUK aku!!!

siapa kau???

keluar daripada badan kembar aku!!!

aku rindukan dia yang dulu

cukup la kau seksa hidup dia!!!

p/s : ni msg yg kmbr ak hntr through fb smlm. ak trkjut ble bce msg ni td c0z ak br 0n9 pg td, tp ak tau,dye cme luahkn ape yg dye rse prlu. thanx yang. ko dh sedarkn ak. dah lme ak x dgr nsht k0.ble k0 np blk dr plkn???? i miss you n i love you, Benz Ilman Danish! k0 la kmbar ak dunia dan akhirat!

enough..

ni sume gmbr2 kt0rm mse kt mc d pd 3 march 2011.arap2, kt0rm bley kuar arg cmni next time!

dh lme x updte dis bl0g. haha! ak x de mood lgsum np 0n9. skang ni pun, 0k ckit je. hmm, last Thursday,ak kuar ngn my cl0se fwens. ad mnsia tu nk blnje. hehe. ats dsr ape,krg pasti.. kih234.. nwei, klmrin ai ahad kan. n ai ahad tu la bdk2 plkn cntact ak. wah, happy bangat asenye.miss r nk jmpe kgkwn sume. papepum,ak sdeyh sbnanye. pkirkn hal s0rm mnsia yg x pnah pkir sal ak. whoho..

smlm, ad bbrpa 0rm kwn2ku ditest jpj. ak yg trlbih excited np tau sal dy0rm. haha. tp syukur r dy0rm sume pass. ad la few yg x pass,cian gak ngn dy0rm.. aduyai.. n tnpa disngka la, ak cma brgrau je ngn smwan tuu,bwat2 x pdulikn dye tp dye bleyh anggp ak serius lak. ciap np ptus kwn nih.ak, ape lg. nangis r kn. c0z dye t bes fwen ak,x kn np bya dye prgi dr idup ak ni gtu je. lme gak la ak nangis smlm.. x ku duga, ingtkn ak x kn nangis dh pas bbrpa hri mtaku relax c0z dh x pkir sal that disgusting guy,. 0h g0d!

mmg ak d0wn gler r smlm. main reas0n is that disgusting guy. n then tmbh lak ngan my best fwen tbe2 np ptus kwn lak. ase cm x nk idup dah mse tuu. tp ak cpt2 istighfar laa. n nsb bek r kwn bek ak t lmbt aty n sdi kwn ngn ak lg. bab that disgusting guy tu,ak x nk pkir dh.sng je,lau 0rm dh x sdi, ak x kn trhegeh2 dh. ckup r ak bwat krja bd0h,mnangis x tntu psal hnya sbb dye. x dpt pape pun. yg ak tau, ak dh mmalukn dri ak sndri. dye tatau ape yg jd kt dri ak slame ni c0z dye nun jauh d sna. klau dye tau, sure dye ktawakn ak. ksmpulnnye, wt bd0h je n x yh hraukn dye dh. 0rm cmtu,x lyk nk dpt pape dr ak. ak dh bwat kptusan, smwe yg brkaitn ngn dye, ak dh buang. just, hti ak ni yg x leyh buang dye. 0h g0d, npe la ak bleyh jd 'kwn' ngn that disgusting guy!

that's all fr0m me, arap2 b4 dat guy blk sni, ak dh blh jlnkn idup ak cm byase tnpa dye prlu sdar ape yg jd kt ak spnjg dye xde kt sni. en0ugh!!! amin,, ~

useless girl i am !!!

huh. ak tatau la,ase cam ak ni x brgna lgsum pd 0rm len. xde mkna!!! lau dipikir,ase cm smph msyrkt la plak. ak tau la,i'm n0t a perfect pers0n. x pndai,x cntik,n prngai pun x baik. tp ak x slhkn sape2. mmg dh nsib bdn ak cmni, ak pasrah je la..tp kan,x slh lau ak brhrap spy ad gak 0rm yg sygkn ak??? what a c0mplicated life i have..

mmg dh tkdir, np wt cmne lg. i think i should hide myself. calm d0wn n find the realme t0 c0me back. i really need a break fr0m all these things..~

i'm happy t0day!

whaha! happy nye hr ni!!! mmg r,mule2 tu mmg down gle. xde mood lgsum. tp ble dh dtgur olh abg botk n 3 lg kwn2ku itu,try change the mood laa..n kbtuln jmpe lak ngn3 0rm lg kwn2ku kt ykn pndu tuu,lg la happy! tp naek bengang gak r c0z trpkse tmgu lbeyh krg 3 jam lbeyh utk drive tuu. ase np ngamuk gak, tp sbr jela..nwei,thanx to Wafiy Alwi n Luqmanul Hakim 4 brightening my day.lau jmpe dy0rm, mmg prut aku ni skt. x abish2 wt j0ke. tak dlupakan,Awanis Hadi. aduyai..apatah lg, dgn adenye Wan Sofia, Nik Amani n Maisarah,lg la ak happy gelak2 ngn dy0rm. ase cam bley lpekn je pe yg mnyemakkn kplaku ini sjak sminggu yg lalu...

pape pun, bley smpi umh,m0od happy tu mkin hlg. n 4 sure, ak jd d0wn blk.uwaaa!!! knpe la idup aku ni x abish2 dip0rak-perandakan olh 0rm laen???? tatau la pe slh ak kt MANUSIA2 trtntu itu. ingtkn aku bley lpekn smua tu ble dh happy cmni,tp sgkaanku mleset. maybe i need s0me m0re times la. hmm. i wish i can fly n hide myself in a cave. what a c0mplicated life..~