perpisahan... :(

PERPISAHAN ??? brpisah ngn sape ni ? pakwe ke ? lau orm tgk title ni, msti ingtkn brpisah ngn orm yg trsayang kn ? ya, absolutely ! brpisah ngn orm2 yg rpt ngn ak, yg slalu ad d smping ak ble ak prlukn dyorm, yg slalu bg ak nsihat n dorongn mse ak ngah down . sdeyh gler ase . kwn2 ak dh nk prgi study . mmg r dh rmai orm prgi msuk ipta, tp xde r trasa sgt coz x rpt sgt ngn dyorm . hmm, now, say goodbye to my close fwens! uwaa!

1. Nik Amani Aisyah 
- mngalami nsib yg same mcm ak n dye ni orm yg duk sblh ak dlm clas . pape, mmg slalu share with each other . ktorm p tcem skali . n mostly, blk skul same2, jln kaki . hihi . n then, jd partner wt lsen kt ykin pndu . sme2 pass n dpt lsen . hang out skali . byk r knangan ak ngn dye . ak mmg x kn lupakan dye r . ssh nk dpt kwn cmni . thanks 4 everythim Aman ! love u damn much ! dont forget me ya dear ! 6t kta ushakan utk hang out same2 k ! mmuahhhhh !


2. Husna Haziqah
- ktorm skelas slama 4 thun . mse f2 je, ktorm duk clas len2. tp stat 4, ktorm jd rpt coz dye duk sblh ak lam clas . g mne2 msti g ngan dye . alang2 dh duk sblh ak, ak share r mslh2 ak ngn dye . n dye pum cmtu gak . n then, mse f5, ktorm skelas gak n ktorm stay rpat gak . jd stu gang lg . mmg byk sweet memories ak ngn dye . thanks 4 everytim Na ! love u so much ! dont forget me my dear !  6t kta ushakan utk hang out same2 k ! mmuahhhhh !


3. Saiyidah Wajihah 
- ktorm stat skelas mse f3 smpai r f5 . mse nk dkt ngn PMR, ktorm slalu g library, g hafal sejarah same2 . stat mse t r ak jd rpt ngn dye . tmbh lak, ak dpt tau yg ktorm brsaudara . umah nnk dye lak dkt ngn umh nnk ak, so ktorm slalu r blk dr skul sme2 . jln kaki . hihi . msuk f5, ktorm jd stu gang .  mmg byk sweet memories ak ngn dye . thanks 4 everytim Jie ! love u so much ! dont forget me my dear !  6t kta ushakan utk hang out same2 k ! mmuahhhhh ! 


serapat mne pun kta ngn sseorg t, suatu ari 6t, kta ttap akn brjauhn ngn dye . ak x sdeyh coz kwn2 ak nk further study . ak bngga ngn dyorm . ak just sdeyh coz ktorm dh x leyh jmpe slalu, study cm dlu2 arg, hang out same2 . tp kna tgk from d bright side r kan . ktorm sme2 struggle utk cpai cita2, n mgkin suatu ari 6t ktorm akn jmpe blik, mgkin krja kt tmpt yg same . haa . best nye ! asalkn x share suami je la . hahha .

dyorm sume dh prgi . ak je yg stil menganggur kt umah . haha . tp x pe, my twinnie, Aisya Amira n my close fwen, Fatini stil ad . dyorm dftr lg lmbt drpd ak . hihi . papepum, ak stil ngn jeles ngan sume lpsn SPM 2010 yg dh prgi mlanjutkn pljrn ke ipta o ipts kt luar sne t . tmgal bbrapa orm je yg stil ad kt umh . bg ktorm yg stil duk kt umh ni, x yh r kta buang mse . ak akn make sure ak further study ni ngan otak yg fresh, yg dh ilang karat2 t sume . haa . mcm mne nk wat ek? hoho . revise blik r pe yg dh blaja taun lpas . lau ak r yg nk further study lam course medic, revise BIOLOGY . coz pe yg ak akn study kt ipta/ipts t 6t, sme je ngn pe yg ak dh stdy mse f5 lu . just, lbeyh detail je .

haha . x sah lau ak x ckp hal jiwang2 kan . eh, xleyh laa . ak dh x jiwang skang . dh matured ni . byarpum usia blum mncecah 18 thun, stil bdk2 r katekan, tp dh mtang ni . hehe . pe yg jd dlu, ak dh x nk ingt . sume yg jd dlu, pasti ad hikmah yg trsembunyi . mgkin ak x nmpak skang, tp stu hri 6t pasti Tuhan akn tnjukkan . ape yg pnting, skang kjar CITA-CITA dlu sblm CINTA . CINTA t prkara trakhir yg msti kta fikir, CITA-CITA t prkra utma yg prlu kta fikir . stakat ni dlu ek, ak chow lu . dh pnat brcrita pot pet kat cni . yg pasti, i'm gonna miss my fwens damn much ! papai ~

"Someday everything will all  make perfect senses . So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason "

feel like an idiot..!

" Friendship is the sweetest form of love . so, when i said i'll be your friend till the end, it's as good as i'm saying i'll keep u in my heart till the last beat "

u said like that to me n at last ??? i feel like an idiot u know ??? it's about life . sometimes, i think, it's better if we have no friends . just our family n ourselves, how peaceful our life is . i'm saying like this because now, my own friend had become my enemy n my enemy had become my friend . how beautiful the Almighty swings the condition . back then, i still need my friends because not all my friends are hypocrites n did stabbed my back . n of course i really need my close friends . i dont think i can find their replacement . i'm very lucky to have such a good n nice friends like them . unfortunately,not all my friends are like that.

" an 'ex' is called an 'ex' because it's an EXample of you shouldn't have again in the future "

there comes a time in life when u have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround urself with people who make u laugh so hard that u forget the bad and focus solely on the good . after all, life is too short to be anything but happy !

i have learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt me once in awhile n i must forgive them for that . i have so much things to be shared with u guys, but i think what i've posted above will symbolise everything . papai ~

hoho.at last., ;)

hey ! haha . syg, at last, ak dh dcide nk bli lappy mne n my choice is HP . pd dsrnye, i'm a bit dissapointed la coz xde yg clor PINK o RED . ad stu clor je, n dats BLACK . tp, it's ok la . better than BLUE . uwekk ! i dont know y la, tp ak mmg x ske clor biru sjk kcik lg . sumenye lau bley nk pink ! hehe . ak dh puas aty la . warranty 3 taun, so agk lme . haha . bleyh la lau ak nk gne ngn lsak pum lam 3 years ni . hehe . x pntim sume t sbnanye . kua234 . n this is my lappy . HP stands 4 Happy Person n i'm gonna be a happy person startim from today !

this is my lappy .! sy wt blur t, coz x nk korm tgk spec2 dye sbnanye. 6t korm cmment lak. haha

 
well,mse ak pgi PC Fair t,ngah survey2 t, ak ad r trlnggar sorm mnsia ni . mse t, my parents ngah borak ngn kwn dyorm, trsrmpk kt ctu . so, ak ni, byase r, dh trlnggar orm, sure la nk mnta maaf . actualy, bkn slh ak pun . ad bdk mne yg trtolak ak smpai r ak trlnggar mnsia t . ak angkt mka, coz mnsia t lg tmgi drpd ak . trkluar r dri mlut ak, 'oopss, sory . x sngaja .' then, ak dga je, 'it's ok far' .. ai, bkn ke t my nicknames ? cne mnsia t bley tau ? plik bin ajaib tol . mhu x mhu, ak kna tgk gak sape mnsia yg ak trlnggar t . n i c ...

same prson ? u gain ? wey, please la . dh xde mnsia laen ke yg ak bleyh jmpe slaen drpd kau ? sbsar2 malaysia ni, knape kau ad kt klntan ? n byk2 daerh kt klntn ni, knape kau ad kt kota bharu ? n byk2 tmpt kt kota bharu ni, knape kau ad kt KTC ? aduyai . lteyh r ak mcm ni . ak prgi mall, jmpe ngn kau . ak prgi vacation kt gambang pun, jmpe kau gak . ak prgi PC Fair pum jmpe kau gak . ai, pnt r ak mcm ni . orm slalu ckp, lau asyk trsrmpak ngn sseorm t, ad jdoh la t . eeee ! please ! xde mknenye sume t .

wherever i go, i meet u . does it symbolises anything ? ? ?
of course not ! your part in my story is OVER ! i'll rmember u as my past ! we're not friend anymore ! n i cant find any kind of relationship that can tie both of us . so, let's pretend like we've never known each other before . . .

eee, x mnat r post jiwang2 ni . t cme luahn hti ak je . xde mkne pape pum . bab2 jiwang ni, kta lpekn lu . 6 thn akn dtg, kta fkir hal feeling2 ni blk ek . (lamenye,bley caye ke ni?) hahah . x ksh la . ak cme bleyh mrncg . lau smpai seru lg cpt drpd yg ak jgkakn t, no cmment la . hihihi . ok lh, NURFARHAN LOKMAN dh mula mngarut . so, btter stop kt cni dlu ya . papai  ~

confused... ;)

syg, ak prgi PC Fair kt Kelantan Trade Centre (KTC) td .ngan my girlfrens . x rmai sgt orm . pak cik2 n mak cik2 je yg ad . mayb ngah survey laptop utk kgnaan harian dyorm kowt . hoho . n mostly, yg seumur ngn ak la . lpsn SPM, cri laptop . ktorm survey, lbey krg 1 jam gtu . byase la, ktorm ni, nmpk sgt blur sal spec2 laptop . ye lah, bdk2 mda lg . hahha . so, mostly,promoter2 yg ad kt ctu bg pnrangan yg pdat la kt ktorm . ciap promote no fon dyorm arg . ish, ingt orm nk bli dyorm ke . hahha . lau dyorm promote kt orm2 yg dh keje, yg tau byk sal laptop ni, sure dyorm kna tibai . so, ktorm yg brmuka suci n x brslah ni r yg jd mgsa . ktorm just angguk je, wat2 gaye cm interestd gtu . hihi

well, slpas ktorm survey sume2 t, ad la few lappy yg ak brknan . design cntik, tp ad la lak spec dyorm yg x best . yg kurg . lau lappy yg ad spec2 yg bgus t, bruk je design dyorm t . eeee, ssh tol . 4 sure la kta nak lappy yg cntik n brkualiti . mslhnye, xde yg mmuaskn aty . aduyai . yg mne stu ni ?

ACER ????

HP ????

ASUS ????

pape pun, ak srhkn sumenye pd my prents r . coz dyorm yg kuarkn dwit utk bli lappy, bkn ak . so, kta ikt je la . lau mmilih sgt, last2 mlepas . x dpt lgsum . haa . mcm mnsia gak . x leyh mmilih sgt lau nk cri psgn idup . trlalu hrapkn yg smpurna, last2 melepas sumenye . hihi . pehal la ak ni, ttba je ckp sal psgn idup ni ???? ish23 . mgkin kpenatan yg amt sgt, sbb t mngrut je ni . haha . k lah, ak nk rest lu . doakn je la, spya ak leyh decide, nk bli yg mne . ok, papai ~

woo..haha! STPO !

olla syg ! haha . lme gler ak x updte blog ni . mcm dh x brnyawa ak tgk . (jap,blog brnyawa ke?) hahhah. wateva lah . nwei, ak bkn sje2 x nk updte blog ni . ade la sbb musabab ak bwat mcm ni . trlalu byk sbb smpai x trtulis . last entry yg ak post, sal ak blank tatau nk tlis ape kn . haa, mmg ak blank pum . entry2 sblm t, sal part2 jiwang t sume . eee, ak jd mnyampah r lak ble bce entry2 yg ak post tu . ei, jd minah bnga lak ak ni, nangis2 t sume . uwekk, t bkn dri ak yg sbnanye la . mmg r x dnafikn, ak ni mmg mnje ckit, (mnje ckit ke?asenye trlbih mnje dh) .. hahhah . mnje pun, tp ak x cengeng la . ish,geli ble ak bce entry2 t . uwek!

so,msti korm tpikir kn, lau ak geli ngn entry2 t, nape x remove je ??? hmm, sbb ak nk jdikn t sbg rjukn pd mse hdpn . hihi . jdkn pngjrn, spya ak x jd mcm t dah . hoho . skang,kbykn blogger post sal dyorm pnye plhn, nk further study kt ne . well, ak pum lpsn spm cm dyorm, n ak pun akn further study kt ipta/ipts cm dyorm gak . tp ak mls r nk story cm dyorm t sume . coz bwat mse ni, ak stil x leyh nk dcide nk further stdy kt mne . ble ak dh dcide, ak share ngn korm ek . hhaahhahha . bkn ape, lau ak share skang, mne tau ble ak dh wat dcision, tmbul ase mnyesal lak coz plih dat ipta/ipts pas bce entry ak t . so, better ak kasitau korm ble ak dh prgi ke ipta/ipts t . well, bya lh ak jd plik ckit . orm len,sibuk nk pkir sal preprtion nk g u, ak ni,mls r nk pkir2 lg . ase cm syg r lak nk tmgalkan umh . skang, ak STPO . 'Saya Tunggu Pinangan Orang' .. hahhaha. jd suri rmh je . bgus pe, ble dh ad prsediaan yg ckup, sng la ble dh kawin 6t . xde la hubby ak mmbebel coz x pndai itu, x pndai ini, n bla234 . jap2,ak mlalut ape ni? cyap ckp sal kawin . walaweyh ! umur x ckup 18 thun dh brangan nk kawin . glak tol pmikiran ak ni . hoho

aduyai, ase cm byk lg yg ak nk kasitau korm, tp dlm next entry r lak ek . ak nk kuar ngn my girlfrens ni . later, ak update arg .  papai ~

p/s :jap, ai t kn, my mom ckp kt my dad, 'abah,lau blik biru (blik ttamu) t kta psg kayu kt dinding t sume, cntik gak .ye lah, ble kakak (ak la t) kawin 6t, br nmpk cntik . aish, my mom dh kasi green light dlm diam ke??? hhahahha melalut je . papai ~

blank..!

dh lme ak x update blog, trlalu byk cite nk share, trlalu byk bnda yg jdi, last2, i'm blank !

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bye!

aku bnci ngn dri aku sndiri ..

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pic ni, adk ak yg snap . grm gak ak ngn bdk t, tp xpe lh . at least ak bleyh tgk keadaan ak mcm mne tnpa ak sdri . huh . smpai ble la ak nk jd mcm ni ah ? wake up la . x kn nk hnyut cmni je . ak kna cri something yg ak bleyh wat utk mngisi msa lpg ak . erm, adk ak dh offer ak utk bljr mengait . ak x pnah wat pum sblm ni, tp ak nk try lh . msti kna cuba bnda bru kn .

kwn ak ad ckp, bwat mse ni, llaki hnya bleyh djdikn best fren . utk jd lbeyh drpd kwn, x bleyh kot coz ssh nk caye kt mne2 llki skang ni . hahaha . xpe lh, slagi trdaya, ak akn cuba senyum .. ok, papai ~