i'm sorry but i have to do this..

cayarm ! hmm, mish nye kt cayarm ! nwei,ad bnda ak nk story mory sbnarnye. huhu.

ai jmaat pg tuu, ak ad dpt col drpd smwan yg ak bleyh anggp sbg kwn yg agk rpt r gak ngn ak. dye col ak 2 jam lbeyh. dga tzkirh n bebeln drpd dye. hmm. ad kta2 dye yg still ad dlm ingatan ak ni. ak x kn prnh lpekn..

"mungkin awk rmai kwn. sy tau tu. tp awk x penah terfikir ke, pe sbb org ska ktuk awk kt blog awk yg lama tu? awk kna sdar lh. pnyebab nye adlh sbb awk rmai kwan n esp kwn2 llki. org bleyh anggp awk playgirl sbb bnda ni tau. awk sndiri tau kn, u're friendly n easy going person. so, sape yg x nk kwn ngn org cm awk? awk fkir2lh. sy rse, awk ptot ptuskn sje prshbtn awk ngn llki2 tu. dyorg smwe ad niat laen kwn ngn awk tuu. sy tau,mungkin awk anggp sy bz body, tp sy cme bg pndgn. awk nk bwat atau x, tu hak awk. sy x pkse..."

well, ble ak dgr pe yg kwn ak t ckp,ak ase cm pe yg dye ckp t ad kbnrnnye. n u know what? ak dh ptuskn prshbtn ngn smwe kwn2 llki ak. mgkin, ko akn ckp,ak ni mdh sgt trpngaruh ngn kta2 orm. tp ak rse, dh lme ak ptot bwat bnda ni. b4 this, dh rmai 0rm nshat ak, tp ak ign0re je. skang dh tba msenye.. nwei cayarm, byk la kta2 'pdas' ak dpt mse ak msg n bgtau smwe kwn2 laki ak. n slh stu drpd nya...

"pe tjuan ko bwat mcm ni ? nk brgrau pun, tgk hal la. bab2 ptus kwn ni, aku x ske r. ko tau x, b4 ak knl ko, ak mmg dh cop, bdk2 SMKA n sklh arb smwe nye sombong. x maen r kwn ngn bdk2 sklh byase ni. xde pgangn agma yg kuat mcm korg la ktekn. tp ble ak jmpe n kwn ngn ko, trus brubh pndgn ak trhdp korg. bg ak, korg x mcm yg ak sngka sbnarnye. ak happy n bangga bleyh kwn ngn ko. tp ble ko bwat cmni n nk ptuskn fwenship cmni, ak ase ko ni HIPOKRIT !!! ko prgi r kwn ngn pmpuan ! jgn kwn ngn mne2 lki dh. ko anggp,ktorg kaum adam ni mcm 'ssuatu' yg prlu dijauhi ek? mcm parasit pd ko? ko tau, ko akn dpt blsn bwat ktorg kaum adam cmni. tp ak just nk ingtkn stu hal je. stu mse nnti, ko akn khwin. n ko akn khwin dgn kaum ADAM ! bkn kaum HAWA ! blah r !"

woo. pns aty ak ble dpt msg tu. aduyai... pas dpt msg n rsp0n2 drpd 'bekas' kwn2 ak tuu, ak nangis r babe. brt aty ak ni rsenye. ase cm ak dh bwat kputusn yg slh. tp b4 ak bwat kputusn tuu, ak dh wt solt istikharah. n asenye pe yg ak bwat ni mngikut ptunjuk yg ak dpt drpd yg MAHA ESA. 

papepun, dyorg smwe dh baek kt ak slme ni. ak ad sweet mem0ries ngn dy0rg smwe. especially, ngn mnsia2 yg ak dh knl sjak ak stndrd 6. ktorg sme2 share mslh kn. ak ase brslh sgt2. hmm... smpai skang, ak stil x leyh ase lega pas ak amik kputusn utk bwat cmni..

i'm sorry guys but i have to do this.. :'(