today is 18th april . 18 - 6 = 12 days right ? 12 days . i feel like it has been 12 months after the day . honestly, i dont want to remember the past . let it be . i have to move on . it's just a chapter in the past . i will not close the book . just turn the page because i will definitely need the past to be my guide to face the same problems in the future .
i can say that i want to do this, and then do that . the question is , am i able to do all that ? why is it so hard for me to forget you, huh ? answer me please la . actually, i dont want to forget you . i just want to let you go same as you let me go out of your life easily . i cannot do anything right now . i'm just able to pray to God to give me strength to face all this alone and become my self again .
last night while surfing the internet, i found these tips . . .
ten ways to love
1 . listen without interrupting
2 . speak without accusing
3 . give without sparing
4 . pray without ceasing
5 . answer without arguing
6 . share without pretending
7 . enjoy without complaining
8 . trust without wavering
9 . forgive without punishing
10 . promise without forgetting
are these tips useful for me now ??? there's no use at all . maybe, if i found these tips earlier , they may help us . no no no ! no need to regret anything . i just want to share the tips with other people , including you ? (not really) hahaha . i want you to be happy even i'm not part of your happiness . i dont want to hate you . i dont want to blame you . it's all destined like this . i choose to love you in silence because in silence, i find no rejection .
huh . when people walk away from you , let them go . your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you , and it doesn't mean they are bad people . it just means that their part in your story is OVER . maybe your part in my story is over , i've lost you , but i dont want to lose other people that i love . so, i pray to God, may all people that take part in my STORY will remain forever in my story and there will not be an expiry date for their part.
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